happy birthday to me...i woke up from still 12 years old yesterday to a brand new 13 years old.strangely enough,i felt that today was like any other ordinary day,instead of the usual yeah!-today's-my-birthday-and-i'm-so-excited-day.well,maybe because i've grown more mature.or maybe not.so this morning,i checked my handphone to see 2 birthday messages for me and throughout the day,i accumulated more.then,it really did feel like an ordinary day because well,i just did the usual routine,eat breakfast,read a bit of newspaper,did my theory then the best part!in the evening,my parents took my sister and i out foe dinner at New York New York,this American restaurant at E!Hub,opposite my school.i had fish and chips,my sister chicken chop,my dad spag bol and my mum roasted chicken.we had side dishes like mussels and onion rings and the food was quite delicious.eat your heart out,people,i'm gonna make you all drool...and we signed up for rthe membership and received a free bottle of wine and a free drink of this white frothy chocolate whipped cream drink.and the bill came to a $102 plus.it is expensive.furthermore,it was already deducted from a $15 as there was a special discount.you guys should go there and try sometime.Adieu,my fellows.and that picture there is taken by me,from my study room window,if you're wondering.

today was my promotion test.
1)i SUCKED.
2)at first-aid,i didn't even know what i was supposed to do.
3)i kept comforting the casualty and i even bandaged the wound wrongly.
4)at foot-drill,i didn't lift my leg to 90 degrees and i banged on my heel by accident.
5)i came to the test with double eye-lids.
6)and i looked stupid in full-uniform while the rest looked smart.
in short,today wasn't exactly the best day of my life.and i got double eye-lids because i cried.really badly.and i cried cos i quarelled with someone.over a really minor matter.that person kept telling me that i will never be able to win or fight for my rights,and that i was a failure.so i broke down because i felt like giving up hope.i wanted to win for once.why don't anybody give me a chance to express myself?am i supposed to let you hold me by the nose and drag me around like a slave?it's so strange that when people encouraged me to fight for my rights,and when i do,they get angry because they can't stand my nonsense.WTH?so what's the point?why don't you just circle me while chanting****you bitch and watch me cry because because little miss oh-so-perfect and annoying and failure for life is being bullied?and then next day you act as if nothing has happened and when i'm pissed and show a bit of attitude,you yell at me for showing you disrespect.hello?how am i gonna show you respect when you do not even respect me in the first place?don't think that just because you're older you can boss me around and insist that no one can give attitude but yourself only.trust me.i can be a bitch if i want to,since isn't that what you always called me?i'll be watching.

i just played Sims and brought them to a botanical restaurant,but it took so long for them to order a simple meal...1 more day to my promotion test.i'm so freaking scared now.before playing Sims i
watched The Pussycat Dolls' new MV 'When I Grow Up'and man,their dancing was awesome.and i'm so jealous.i want to watch HSM...okay,i'll stop being whiny.let's look forward to a bright,fresh morning tomorrow and hopefully,no troubles ahead...and please keep your fingers crossed for me.

10 things i found in my life(October):
1)i am having my promotion test this saturday and i'm scared.
2)i have a MAJOR crush.like wow.
3)my crush is my hamster.
4)double wow.
5)i am getting back my results tomorrow.
6)wish me best of luck.
7)i am hooked on to The Sims 2.
8)some of my freinds are going abroad tomorrow.
9)Adieu,and have a safe trip,my friends.
10)i SUCK at Stress.
11)I SUCK at Cheat.
12)i am 2/10 done with my story.
13)i hope it gets published.
14)should i keep dreaming on?
15)yes?
16)no?
17)maybe?
18)so?
19)i LOVE my whole family.
20)my 13th birthday is coming soon.
21)and i,will offcially,become a teenager.
(November)
1)i am having my grade 5 theory examination.

*yawn*,it's like 10.32 pm and i'm still tagging.crap,i'm down with a slight fever and a flu.again.er...let's see,since when was i last sick?yup.a few weeks ago.man,i think my immune system is lower than an earthworm digging its way six feet underground.so i went to the library on saturday with my sister and saw my SJAB senior.he went like,"hello,"behind my back and i went like,"arrgh!"when i saw him cos i did not really expect to meet anyone there.but of course,i screamed silently cos it's a library...and i was also wearing a white and pink layered skirt cos i could't find my skinny jeans and i was so scared that the wind would blow it up and expose everything that i kept tugging the hem of the skirt that my sister asked me what my problem was.so after that,i borrowed 4 books and went home after buying dinner.and now,i'm still hungry,even after eating my dinner.and now my voice sounds so weird,it was as if someone had stuck a fork down my throat and forced my veins and gullets up so that i would sound like a strangled parrot.haha,i'm just joking.a very good night to you,dear fellas.