Music Makes Me High

Friday, September 19, 2008

hey,people,so sorry i haven't been posting for a while cos i've been emo-ing all the while ,slashing my wrists and leaving scars on my arms,scars that reflect to me on how life sucks.just in case you didn't know,all of this are FICTION.you know what it means,right?yup.all these stuff i made up are not true.haha.i love joking.no,i wouldn't be an emo and slit my wrists cos i'm a bit scared of blood.it's just that life does suck a bit for me.i've been so busy lately revising for tests,completing my homework and going through many ups and downs in life like a roller-coaster that now i'm sick.well,down with a flu,to be precise.i've been so tired and weak yesterday and today that i didn't come to school.and now,i'm still feeling sick.mentally and physically.don't worry,Cherie,i'm still alive,it's just i don't have time to update.do you know how it feels like to be picked by others and you try to fight back but you just can't?and when you try to get other people to understand your point of view but they refuse to listen to you?that's what probably happened to me,and i'm sick of it.sick.of.it.do you hear?my parents keep telling me."Jia Jing,can you just be more aggressive and fight for your rights?you are a human,not a rag doll that can be pushed around by others.and don't you cry over trivial matters.be strong and never let others overpower you."i find this very meaningful,so why can't i do it?or i didn't try hard enough?'life is hard,'they always say.'you can never ever overcome me,so dream on about fighting for your rights,"people always say to me.so now i'm gonna fight for my rights.like it or not,watch me.for those people out there who think that people like me have no hope of fighting for their rights,then that means you're wrong.go wash your brains thoroughly and knock some senses into it.i may appear bubbly and lively to you,but you don't know half of what i can do if i am wronged.good or bad,everybody deserves a second chance.even me,so don't go around thinking that you will always win.feed anymore negative thoughts into your brain and you will probably suffer from a rare disease.i repeat again.everybody.deserves.a.second.chance.even if their wrong.in a right way.if you even get what i mean.

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